On baby's first birthday...

My son will turn one this weekend and I couldn't be more thrilled or more sad. It's strange. Since being a mother I have a real appreciation for the term "bittersweet." It seems as though every milestone is just that, bittersweet. I am so proud of my baby's accomplishments (walking, self-feeding, crawling, rolling over, burping, pooping on a particularly stressful day, all the things moms applaud their infants for that seem insane to people sans infants) that sometimes I feel as though my heart may burst. So here we go... To My Beautiful Baby Boy on his First Birthday, Thank you for choosing me to be your mama. You are the biggest blessing in mine and daddy's life together and we thank God everyday that we have you. You are so independent and outgoing. Silly and smart. I can see such amazing things in your future. You and I have been through so much in our short time together and I know I will never forget or regret any of it. As you continue to grow I pray that you continue to be independent and confident. With those two attributes on your side you can accomplish whatever it is your heart desires. I pray that you grow into a good man. Remember, it's not your place to judge others. We are placed on this Earth to love on another. Remember to be forgiving. Holding a grudge will only allow hate to grow in your heart and it is never ever ever ok to hate anyone. Don't forget to offer a smile and a wave to anyone you meet. A smile goes a long way. Always be polite and be honest. You should always treat others with honesty and respect. Remember that mama and daddy are here to support you. We are always on your side to hold your hand, to listen, to cheer your name, or hug you. Our love for you will never falter and never end. You will be loved forever. You are the joy of my life and I am so proud that I get to be your mama. Love, Mama